Tuesday, December 7, 2010
6:22 AM
Wishing that i was never born
Dear readers
I really wish i was never borned so that i would be feeling this hurted and sad , my mother had always hated me but sometime she show that she cared but when u get hurt by them and healed by countless times its really tiring and feel like breaking down . Its obvisious that she likes my sis more than me , i wanted to be loved by her to but my personaltiy don't go well with her sense of control in the family. The only thing i want to keep is who i am . i really feel like killing myself now everytime i though it was because i wasn't involved even with them but when i do try to get involved they will alway give me the cold shoulder . It the same for my sis she always said going out with me is boring as i wasn't involved in it but when i do and start to talk to her she would look away and make me look like i was talking to myself or say that the thing i say is boring . i really hate my family i want to die now
~DREAMER~
.Heads up!!..Its My Say!...
